| shadow people and teddy bear man picture |
[02 Aug 2008|09:56pm] |
You see that title? I clicked on the subject field and it lists your most recent titles to, say, anything: personal messages, bulletin posts, this, etc. What the hell was I talking about? I'm so jealous of that awesome subject field. It always gets to be the most intriguing, while the rest of the is watered down in comparison to my wacky, sometimes unrelated titles. <--- I n3rded out just there... (haha, I wrote code and it actually translated)
If the title bores, I'm sure the article gets scanned over. And how about those karma whores on reddit and digg? I bet they're experts at the catchy title thing-a-ma-jig.
But mostly,
I miss Jason Jones.
I miss love.
I've really missed out.
But mostly,
I have known this the whole time that we've been separated.
I'm not just realizing it now.
I remember writing about how my tears smelled of gingerbread when they were over him,
and only him.
He flies me up every 3 months, and tells me how much he loves me. He told all of his Chicago friends that he wanted to marry me while I was there. Words are limited in relation to how I felt or feel when I think about those moments. And p.s. - I get to see him before the end of this month <3 (^_^)
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| i'm bored, and this will probably amount to nothing |
[01 Apr 2007|06:33pm] |
“Maibe, I‘m glad to see you like the outdoors. Would you like me to get you anything?”
Her dismissal of his conversation stills Peter. He pauses with concern, and then timidly approaches the little girl, lowers his head, reaches for her shoulder but recoils from the gesture. He doesn’t want to alarm her of his worry by expressing affection.
“Honey, what has your attention?”
Still unresponsive, he decides to sit down next to her on the threshold of the sliding glass door, and scans the area in which Maibe is directing her gaze.
“Do you see it?” she inquires
“I see many things, but since this backyard looks as usual as any, what you refer to as ‘it’ is merely subjective, my dear. Try not to hold it against me, but do show me, I‘d love to watch with you.”
Maibe lets out a giggle at her new friend’s nervous reasoning.
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| Apollo me saepe servat |
[19 Feb 2007|11:07am] |
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The days that deserve to be recorded are sacrificed to my unforgiving drunken sleep, only to be butchered by morning; while the idle days somehow get journaled. No wonder my life looks so frivolous when I review my livejournal calendar.
"I need something that i can feel
Cigarettes and a driving wheel"
Sometimes I'll be still for 10 minutes reflecting on my life and I'll file through my friends and encounter the same sad realization. I haven't one person that I would feel confident in actively seeking their advice. Who do I admire among my friends, find rational and perceptive enough to take on the challenge? And if few of you stimulate me intellectually, what hope do you have in providing direction?
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| sack of coal |
[25 Dec 2006|10:33am] |
Jason lives in Sarasota.
I live in Gainesville.
Merry Christmas
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| 11 days until I am relieved of the Fall semester |
[20 Nov 2006|09:18am] |
Visualize Mt. Fuji. I'd say Everest, but I'm miserably failing at not exaggerating. Then picture a goofy elephant infant that was born in captivity standing at the mountain's brim. He's like any other fat baby: flat footed, gripless, and with a figure most women would blame on chips, soda and 5 pizzas a day. Being born in captivity, its achieved little in life except walk in the confines of the zoo's circular habitat, shit and sleep. Now here is where flightless Dumbo is realized. For me to finish these 11 days without any stress would involve said fat elephant to reach the pinnacle of the Mt. Fuji in one piece and without the help of poachers, air lifts or the power rangers.
So wish me luck and the elephant might survive.
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[26 Sep 2006|05:19pm] |
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I joined the "I killed my tamagotchi" support group.
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| Superhero wannabe |
[29 Aug 2006|01:13pm] |
Okay so it has been exactly a week since classes first commenced for Fall term, and although I had to gamble with my schedule to drop my much anticipated Chinese Cinema class, I now have a miserable 4 hour break every T/TH and another 3 hour wait the remaining part of the 5-day school week. It's equivalent to waiting in line for space mountain, twice, but don't pity me yet because I discovered a language lab where I just watch recorded programs on a universal Japanese television program. The show I like watching is reminiscent of Sesame street, but with fewer puppets, and lots of really cute children running around speaking easy words for me to understand and mimic quietly in my exaggerated theater voice. I also have a few other options such as an old-fashioned period soap opera, and a news broadcast updated everyday to entertain/bore my friends with over the weekends. This is an activity I like sharing with my new friend, Adam, who is a year ahead of me in Japanese and wears some of the coolest *bling* ever seen on a jewish boy wearing denim carpenter shorts. Usually I avoid such a combo, but he radiates, and I feel glamorous just walking beside him. The fashionisto jew and the clashing Chinese girl majoring in Japanese, what a team.
( Continue only if Extremely bored )
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| Florence |
[18 Aug 2006|12:22pm] |
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my only picture from the trip
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| Sayonara Jason Eric Jones |
[17 Aug 2006|02:24am] |
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I never knew the day would come where it would just be me, myself, and my tamagotchi, Burger. Jason left not more than 6 hours ago for Best Friends Fest in Richmond, Virginia, and already Burger has aged an undisciplined and chunky two years, mostly from spontaneous boredom feedings. Yes, and for you tamagotchi fanatics, I know! I will p.c.  this muther fucker, and say that yes, after two years he is technically no longer a tamagotchi, and rather a marutchi. I apologize for those of you reading, I bet you never expected to learn that today, but for equal measure, did you know that the sun always rises in the East and sets in the West, and that because of this many anicent structures face East? No, really, I shock myself too sometimes. Who knows what sort of fascinating trivia was just compensated to heave way for my tamagotchi terminology, but luckily I redeemed myself, and your thorough knowledge of television, basic mathematics, music, and food can rest assured.
I start school in less than a week, and I'm more excited than a pair of spastic dragonfly wings. An accurate description if I may say so myself, and to cure anyone's possible pains of curiosity, my much anticipated schedule consists of:
Beginning Japanese 1 (a language course)
Chinese cinema
Japanese culture
Intro to teaching English as a second language
and Modern Japanese History.
I think this calls for an "ughhhh, *dies*" x 1000!
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| My own personal peeping tom: now available every monday morning |
[09 Aug 2006|04:41pm] |
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I went to Disney world over the weekend, and the night before our animal kingdom adventure we stayed at the French Quarter, a resort within a 5 minute radius to all parks. They boasted 2 pools, and one with a dragon slide and waterfalls. So, after killing 5 dollars at a wacky arcade that makes you use plastic debit cards, we suited up for a casual swim around night fall only to have the life guards stare at my tits and hover suspiciously along the pool edge hoping to catch a revealing glimpse down my top. I suppose I was the only young adult there, since the next female closest to my age was 8, and then 40, but it still isn't a good enough excuse. Especially since there was an army of boys in Hawaiian gear making the hot tub a radioactive-looking yellow. I just hope that poor old-man resting in it as I was leaving didn't get an infection.
Then, after the park I drove home and was restless all night having left my favorite pillow in the Louisiana district of Disney, and woke up at an un-welcomed 10 AM. I played shut eye until 11, and tried to revive myself with a shower a quarter after, but when you're tired, wet, and alone in your apartment with nothing to get dressed for, do you get dressed? no. So as I was watching TV with my towel uncoiling I heard the lawn service's buzzing from outside the sliding glass doors. It isn't uncommon to hear them about 6 feet away from your window, but not close enough to cause a vibration throughout the apartment. As I swung my head portside I discovered a 5 foot, half balding late 20-year-old man with a 2 foot pony tail peering through the crack in the venetian blinds. You know, the one blind that never follows the others. If you haven't already figured it out, he was a PEEPING TOM. What is next? And why did the culprit have to fit the stereotypical profile of a pervert? Ungodly ugly, poor, and desperate. just my luck.
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| not-so-great morning |
[27 Jul 2006|08:31am] |
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Yesterday I tried to outbid a girl on the gainesville community because the post said OBO, and then today I wake up to my journal deleted along will all of my friends when I reactivated the account. I wonder if these two events are related, and whether or not the hacker commented in anyone's journal.
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| so for all of you who did not already know: |
[22 Jul 2006|06:55pm] |
I have already begun my Japanese lessons and have learned all of the hiragana aka the Japanese alphabet! I know how to write and identify it which means that when I see it combined I can pronounce it! I feel so empowered by taking the time to learn it, and now all i have to do is focus on grammar and the katakana. I really recommend everyone learning a non-germanic language.
brain massaaaaaaaaaaage!
I can't wait to start lessons in the Fall! wish me luck<3
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[15 Jun 2006|09:56am] |
Only a farewell breakfast with Talia stands in the way of my foot from flooring the Uhaul to Gainesville (with Jason)! woo.
6400 SW 20th Ave Apt 93
Gainesville, FL 32607-3522
my home is open for visitors.
Caio
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| scattergories' reign over keggers is unsurpassed |
[21 May 2006|04:16pm] |
let me re-cap a certain moment of last night that i know everyone encountered.
Setting: Sweaty Kitchen
Why: Impatiently waiting for the keg to be tapped
Result: A backlash of anger from the keg supervisors, a wet shoulder from your neighbor, and haha an empty cup.
I think i was the only one clever enough to assemble a fan to cool myself, and i'm not sure if he noticed me, but i did slip a beer cap down the shirtless boy's boxer shorts when he decided to give me a show and deliver me a wet shoulder. I am so pleased to have witnessed the moments celebrating the official break for summer, and their impact on the future these next 10 weeks will behold for Sarasota's youth collective. I still cannot say whether or not Sarasota is cursed or blessed, but either way will people never change? Some i hope not, some... could use it. haha i know! i'm so bad! oooh shush.
I sincerely hope this doesn't anger anyone, but after last night's safari ride, I just think Gainesville is more suited to fit my age and maturity at this point. And I hope I don't appear ungrateful because I am extremely appreciative of the invitation, afterall, I did somewhat enjoy myself. Best of luck everyone!
-sayonara
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| CVS stores are uglier than eckerds and walgreens combined. |
[21 Jan 2005|12:56pm] |
i had a dream last night that i performed surgery on my fish and saved his life. This whole time during this amazing dream, jason was trying to wake me up and take him to school. Psh, i told him to drive the van and gave him gas money so it wouldn't stall out and it turns out that it stalled out and he dind't make it to school, but knowing him i bet he didn't bother on the gas. On a side note, I only go TR, and last semester i went everyday and he only went 3 days a week and when i would ask him to come with me, he would not. But either way, i still feel really bad about all of it, but i'm so glad i got to save my fish's life! what's more important people?! lives or rides?
\\SUCK IT//
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[19 Jan 2005|02:09pm] |
FREE YOGA
@ MCC
5:30 CHURCH THINGY IN THE MIDDLE
BRING A MAT
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| HIGH FIVE TO THE HIDDEN 75 |
[18 Jan 2005|07:04pm] |
yesterday i rode a giant bike and ate a vegan brunch at New Leaf. I've gone to the shittest show i've ever spent money for, suffered the cold, and have seen a grown man with lots of tattoos because he must be so "hardcore" be carried around like a baby as he threw up everywhere. I've partied, seen brett newstead keg stand, clicked my heels and been to the flea market. We all bought air soft guns which aren't soft when they hit you and have welts all over my back from being shot at from everyone and vice versa. I've ridden a tandem bike which is for 2 people and was completely freaked from it because it is really wobbly and hard to adjust to, yet received a handfull of aw's and
"i wish i had my camera"'s, hated tally, fell in love with it and hated it again. i unexpectedly slept in a bed instead of the floor during the night, left early, and discovered the yum of granola.
thank you tally & brett newstead. the revival of fun times!
mantis crew
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[06 Jan 2005|05:55pm] |
If you haven't already heard, Byam Klavor has shirts! These are worth buying! They have written new music that is way more technical and more lovable than last time that blows me away and i don't even listen to metal. They are a sound that everyone can enjoy. I havne't even heard all of the new stuff because they have kept it on lockdown!
YOU HAVE TO GO BECAUSE BYAM IS GOING TO BE PLAYING ALL OF THEIR NEW MATERIAL FOR THE FIRST TIME AND IT IS SOO GOOD. IT IS GOING TO MAKE YOU ADMIRE OUR LOCAL SCENE ALL OVER AGAIN OR FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, AND INSPIRE YOU TO START A BAND OF YOUR OWN/OR WORK HARDER ON THE BAND YOU ALREADY HAVE! DON'T MISS OUT!
there are even people filming their performances! people that make movies for a living. erin, i'm totally calling you out. You know you don't want to miss out on the costumes and theatrics!
BYAM KLAVOR TOUR
Sat. 8 The Absence; Byam Klavor; Stalling Dawn;
Simplekill; Beauty In Chaos.
State Theatre, Drs 7:00PM, Tkts $6.00.
Mon 10 Genghis Tron; Byam Klavor; sp guests tba.
http://www.purevolume.com/genghistron = great!
The Orpheum, Drs 8:00pm, Tkts $6/7
& if you're interested in the Orlando show, it's free and Orlando always makes for a great trip! Get out there and support our Sarasota Scene!
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